Disappoint will come

Here is a topic that is a bit off topic from the blog but it is something that I am going through and will be going through in about twenty minutes! I am trying to win a lot on eBay. Yes, we all know how that goes I am sure. There is no bids on it at the moment. I am almost positive it will not last that way. Especially since I have the money to pay for this lot. I will get to the last minutes, it will have no bids, I will get my hopes up, then I will be outbid with no time to bid again. I know this is going to happen! I really need some new jeans! I hope it doesn't happen like that, but it usually only works out when I can't bid on the item or lot because I have no money!